HY - Complex feeling

"Complex feeling"
2021.02.24
HANAEMI [Album]

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Complex Feeling

Lyrics & Composition: Izumi Nakasone
Arrangement: Motoki Matsuoka, Miyata Lefty Ryo, & Kaoru Sakuma

The same old every day. What shall I make today again?
Using my head only for things like that
scared of hurting, even more so of getting hurt
I'm so tired of living

Nothing but my own ideals get bigger
and grow far from reality

"I don't know why I'm alive"
Playing the part of suppressing my emotions
The stars and moon I looked up at above the sky are so pretty
Somewhere still my heart, my heart was left

I'm not scared of someone's happiness and jealous, but
it's like I've been left behind all alone
Married, with a family, three children
Not a single future I've dreamt of has come true

"Today this happened" I wonder if a day
I can say that will come someday

"I don't know who I'm alive for"
Locking the door of my heart, I'm all alone
In truth I want to love; I want to be loved
My inner voice: Just extend those hands, those hands

I brought along my negative emotions myself
Worries and anxieties are within my own sense of values
On the other side of the fence the grass is beautiful, but
I don't know why it's beautiful

The moment I open my closed heart
I'm sure there'll be days I get scared and start wanting to run away too
But I'm sure, that's why I'm sure
there'll be an even more beautiful scenery beyond

"I don't know why I'm alive"
Loving someone enough I can't say that
and being loved, starting from today, from now
c'mon, I'll start the dreams that haven't come true yet

Complex feeling

Sakushi & Sakkyoku: Izumi Nakasone
Henkyoku: Motoki Matsuoka, Miyata Lefty Ryo, & Kaoru Sakuma

Kawaribae shinai mainichi kyou mo nani wo tsukurou ka
Sonna koto ni dake atama wo tsukatte
Kizutsukeru noga kowakute kizutsuku nowa motto
Ikite yuku koto wa konna nimo tsukarete

Jibun no risou bakari ookiku natte
Genjitsu to kakehanareteku

Nan no tame ikiru no ka wakaranai tte
Kanjou wo korosu yaku bakari konashite
Sora no ue miageta hoshi tsuki mo kirei de
Mada dokoka ni kokoro wa kokoro wa nokotteta

Dareka no shiawase kowakute uranjanai kedo
Jibun hitori dake oitekareta you na
Kekkon shite katei motte kodomo wa sannin
Yumemita mirai wa hitotsu mo kanatte nai

"Kyou wa ne, konna koto ga atta yo" tte ieru hi
Itsuka wa otozureru kana

Dare no tame ikiru no ka wakaranai tte
Kokoro no DOA ni kagi wo kakete hitorikiri
Hontou wa aishitai'n da aisaretai'n da
Uchinaru koe sono te wo sono te wo nobaseba ii

MAINASU na kanjou wa jibun de tsurete kita
Shinpai ya fuan mo jibun no kachikan no naka
Tonari no shibafu wa kirei na midori dakedo
Doushite kirei ka wo boku wa shiranai

Tojite ita kokoro wo hiraku shunkan
Kitto kowakute nigedashitaku naru hi mo aru ne
Dakedo kitto dakara kitto
Yori utsukushii keshiki ga kono saki ni aru yo

Nan no tame ikiru no ka wakaranai tte
Ienai kurai ni dareka no koto aishite
Aisarete mada kanaete inai yume wo
Saa kyou kara koko kara boku kara hajimeyou

Complex feeling

作詞・作曲：Izumi Nakasone
編曲：Motoki Matsuoka・Miyata Lefty Ryo・Kaoru Sakuma