Wednesday, March 8, 2017

CHANMINA - She's Gone

Miseinen / Chanmina
"She's Gone"
2017.03.08
Miseinen [Album]

She's Gone

Lyrics: CHANMINA
Composition: CHANMINA, RYUJA, & Yui Mugino

I probably went astray over and over
and every time I lost so many people
I was still 12 but had a cigarette in my mouth
In the smoke I puffed, I thought, "Fuck it all!"

I was different and young, but only this
was the one treasure I protected carefully
Of course my family and friends
but more than those: These melodies and lyrics

I didn't study at all
but I opened my notebook and imagined sounds
The excuses I made when teachers got made at me
were that I didn't need to study. This was my future
Rushing outta school like an idiot
I stuck up my middle finger at it with no hopes
I just believed in the sheet music I gripped tightly
in the palm of my hand and endured the fear

Wow wow wow hey
I was an insecure, headstrong, and scared little girl
but she's no longer here, she's gone baby
Hey, she won't return forever, she's gone
I'll get back up. Goodbye. ya you know? she's gone

April 2nd, everything changed
Heartless words from a stranger
Thinking they knew everything about me
Before of course I would've been beating them up
"You're not cute and life is fucking easy"
Don't fuck with me! What you see isn't everything
And the words a good adult said to me:
"Die, you fucking ugly bitch"
What's going on with this world?

I was in pain, scared, and unable to hear an important voice
but I held back wanting to say that I'll go to the top
and was worn-out, ah are u happy?
But still I was singing

It's not where I envisioned
but I can't go back now of all times
I've got resolution and hopes beyond the ordinary
listen to the diary of my own life

Wow wow wow hey
I was an insecure, headstrong, and scared little girl
but she's no longer here, she's gone baby
Hey, she won't return forever, she's gone
I'll get back up. Goodbye. ya you know? she's gone

This is my story ah can you hear me
The meaning of overcoming the painful days is to sing on this stage now
This is my story ah can you hear me
The meaning of there being fun days here is to sing on stage someday
The little girl u knew is gone

I was an insecure, headstrong, and scared little girl
but she's no longer here, she's gone baby
Hey, she won't return forever, she's gone
I'll get back up. Goodbye. ya you know? she's gone
She's Gone

Sakushi: CHANMINA
Sakkyoku: CHANMINA, RYUJA, & Yui Mugino

Nandomo michi wo machigaeta hazu
Sono tabi ni ushinatta hito mo kazukazu
Mada juuni datta tabako wo kuwaeta
Fukasu kemuri dou ni demo nare to omotta

Demo kore dake wa chigatta osanai watashi ga
Daiji ni mamotta yuiitsu no takara
Mochiron kazoku ya tomodachi
Demo sore ijou kono merodii to kashi

Benkyou mo roku ni shinakatta watashi wa
Nooto wo hiraite oto wo egaita
Sensei ni okorarete shita iiwake wa
Benkyou wa iranai kore ga watashi no shourai
Baka no mama tobidashita gakkou ni
Nakayubi wo tatete iku ate nashi
Tada tsuyoku nigitta tenohira no naka no
Gakufu wo shinjite kowasa ni taeta

Wow wow wow hey
Jishin ga motenakute tsuyogari de obieteta little girl
Wa mou inai no she's gone baby
Hey kanojo wa modoranai no eikyuu ni she's gone
Tachiagaru no sayonara ya you know? she's gone

Shigatsu futsuka subete ga kawatta
Aka no tanin ga kokoronai kotoba
Watashi no subete shitta ki de iru
Mukashi dattara touzen buttobashiteru
Kawaikunai toka jinsei kuso iijii tte
Fuzaken na mieteru mono ga subete ja nai
Ii otona ga watashi ni kakeru kotoba
Shine kuso busu tte
Kono sekai dou natte'n da

Itakute kowakute daiji na koe ga kikoenaku natte
Soredemo ue ni ikou to iitai koto wo nomikonde
Boroboro ni natta ah are u happy?
Soredemo utatteta

Omoiegaiteta basho ja nai
Demo imasara modore ya shinai
Motte'n da hitonami ijou no kakugo to kitai
listen watashi dake no jinsei no nikki

Wow wow wow hey
Jishin ga motenakute tsuyogari de obieteta little girl
Wa mou inai no she's gone baby
Hey kanojo wa modoranai no eikyuu ni she's gone
Tachiagaru no sayonara ya you know? she's gone

This is my story ah can you hear me
Tsurakatta hibi norikoeta imi wa ima kono suteeji de utau tame ni
This is my story ah can you hear me
Tanoshikatta hibi ga koko ni aru imi wa itsuka no suteeji de utau tame ni
The little girl u knew is gone

Wow wow wow hey
Jishin ga motenakute tsuyogari de obieteta little girl
Wa mou inai no she's gone baby
Hey kanojo wa modoranai no eikyuu ni she's gone
Tachiagaru no sayonara ya you know? she's gone
She's Gone

作詞:CHANMINA
作曲:CHANMINA・RYUJA・Yui Mugino


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